where is the appointment?..

i went to get a wax today and i came home, i have a doctor's appointment at 5 something. it better not be a pointless appointment because i'm not sure if anyone is coming with me to help advocate for me when i'm getting the letter that says i can drive. i've already taken several behind-the-wheel driving lessons PLUS passed the knowledge test a few times to get my damn driver's permit after those assholes at courage kenny failed me in their driving program twice saying "needs more therapy". my ass- they just need to do a better job at helping people in therapy, so they don't have to rely on lying about their vulnerable adult clients- saying they need more therapy after at least 5 fuckin years and the good for nothin rehabilitation "institute"- they can attempt to gaslight me ALL they fuckin want and say i never went there but WHERE DID THESE VIDEOS COME FROM OF ME PRACTICING WALKING AT COURAGE KENNY THEN?! *gasp* THEY MUST'VE HAPPENED IN MY DREAMS! right amanda and mom?! go fuckin get fat amy to go to courage kenny, she's got mommy's genes- she MUST enjoy attention like her also! that'd give you all something to do since that's clearly the only reason why you're trying to ruin my life by not recognizing all the hard work i've done to get where i am. i was thinking.. and i believe amanda's smart ass just assumes that IF i attended courage kenny as long as i say i did, i'd be wwalking and driving!.. they prey on the clients who don't have KNOWLEDGABLE SUPPORT. so part of the reason why i'm not driving with a valid license and why i fall so much has to do with WHO YOU SEE IN THE MIRROR WHEN YOU LOOK. fact is- I'M A VULNERABLE ADULT AND THE PEOPLE WHO CLAIM TO "SUPPORT" ME JUST DO IT WHEN IT'S BENEFICIAL AND/OR CONVENIENT FOR THEM. take some classes on empathy.. i'm sure there's some out there- they got a class for everything these days. THEN you might be as smart as you seem to think you are. maybe IF you actually took the time and effort to show a little care PERSONALLY you'd know what the hell you're talking about by EXPERIENCE and not because your super kewliez sister-in-law works there, so they HAVE to be "helpful".. it doesn't matter what your OWN family member says when she doesn't show interest in wasting her time there because she has a TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY and that means she's stupid! my grandma was SO WRONG about you. i should've figured that she didn't know what she was talking about after she told me that the US would never have a black president. she was a shitty judge of character- HEY! SO THAT'S WHERE I GET IT FROM! it's just not convenient or beneficial for amanda to advocate for me to drive again. YOU GOT THIS! i wonder if the cop that pulls me over for driving without a driver's license would take that when they ask for my license?! they might arrest me for getting smart with them.. i could try smiling at them when i say it but they might assume i'm a maniac. i wonder if the ics workers know where i need to go for my appointment tonight. i'll try them. hopefully they know or know who to ask because i've tried asking my care coordinator but i'm not sure if he has a different number other than the one i have.